Sunday, February 26, 2012
Thanks God It’s Sunday!!!! WOHOOO
Day
after day I feel my head getting hurt. I've told my mom about it, but she's
really don't care about my pain, I really getting hurt. Sometimes I can't talk
when it's come suddenly. My tears won’t falls and my fears always come, it’s
really hurt me so deep. Mom, I just can’t figure it out. Mom, you have to know
about my pain, because it's really means for me. I always smile and laugh out
loud to covered my pain, because i don't want people around me feel the pain
also. It's getting harder to pretend about this pain. If the time has come, I'll leave all the pain
and cried quietly If you think I'm wasting my time doing
thing I wanna do, it's true. I spend my time just for heal my mind. I want make
the world same with my past. Life without scared to sick again. Life without
bullshit. I miss my past, beautiful life that ever been mine. I'm here just to
spend the remaining time. I know there’s sunshine beyond the rain. I know
there’s good time beyond the pain. And I know God always here to catch me
everytime I falls. If i'm falling down, I have to get back up and starting with
new life and born be a baby. Life never been ending, life always starting each
time you falling down. if life end, you can't find your way to one direction,
it's victory.
